假把式

2009-05-27

没有一点情趣 更没有任何的乐趣
生活似乎变得越来越乏善可陈

情绪的忽高忽低 让自己都觉得无法控制
似乎抑郁的症状再度发生 却不知如何解决

与之前的生活相比 少了烟酒陪伴
好像少了很多乐趣 一切平淡如水 又无言描述

每日围着房间的客厅与卧室
连踱步的动作都懒得去实施

不再能够大声的唱歌 不再能够打半夜的翻箱倒柜的换衣服
一个人的乐趣完完全全的离我而去

仿佛到了不能再忍受的地步
想独自过上一段以往的生活 饮酒高歌 尽管一样是虚无

最害怕的就是一尘不变
然而 现在的生活正慢慢走向不变

说出的话 多半都是付之东水
我却情愿 再悄无声息中 享受某种不同寻常的惊喜

让人充满美好幻想之后 却又无始而终 失落感往往随之即来
如果能够直接享受惊喜 我宁愿不要那段等待之后却得来失落的时间……

32 comments

  1. 姐姐,你又半途而废了。。。又不来写了。

    xuxu0229, June 18, 2009
  2. 写的写的 哈哈

    Jimi, June 21, 2009
  3. Jimi,
    引用此图在我的博客,不能用直接在这里回复就好,我会来看的

    slashlu, June 24, 2009
  4. 照片很好看。

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